I have a friend who was one of the few lucky ones in this world to find his soulmate. Yesterday they found out that his partner has a malignant brain tumor and the prognosis is not good. Ty is only 27. It's not fucking fair because they're both really sweet people and crazy in love with each other. F*ck Cancer!!!

Agreed... My family has been fighting cancer for a while. One of my Uncles died in 2006, and now his brother, another uncle of mine, is also fighting cancer...

Unfair.

On that note, I've been very depressed lately. Just typical feelings of inadequacy. It... hurts.

I hate Phoenix...more specifically I hate Phoenix in the summer, so I guess I really hate the heat. Today is like our 8 gazillionth day over 110 degrees....blah.

I bet Glass will agree with this, when it gets hot people get stupid and grouchy. It makes me afraid to leave the safety of my cave, I mean house.

Ohh Laura we had 2 weeks of that 110+ temps, and 4 straight days of 115-121. I sweat in places I never knew I could,(Would you like to see?) though this is the third week God has given us two days of about 108 to be nice. I being a wannabe green activist I have not even used the AC yet; (shoot me) I Phear August....

As for being pissed off today.... for the release of the Etched in Blood I made up a little email and sent it off to about a hundred different radio stations, only to have Reverbnation do some stupid update that made the link I sent with the music tunepack not work. joy upon joy...

On a side note Kathy, I empathize with your last post.

-Glass

I'm still feeling under the weather, and slightly depressed... Not slightly though.

Not a good time for me. I've been feeling like this for almost a month or so... I don't appreciate this.

But actually having all four seasons is nice at times!

Not angry... Sad. Very sad.

I'm having relationship problems at the moment... A rough patch, if you will. It's killing me.

Has anybody else ever felt like they can NEVER do ANYTHING right?

grrr... im leaving in a few hours with my parents to a camp.. i dont wanna go there!!! I will have to be there for 2 weeks and i will be without my friends... fuck.. i wanna be older to dont have to go with my parents there....

I'm finally out of the hospital, but I'm sitting at work.

I got released yesterday afternoon I've been plagued by a crazy infection virus thingy. It like tripled my white blood cell count and stuff. IT just sucked. ANYWAY. Yeah. What's the first thing my dad does?

"You going to work tomorrow?"

Appropriate Response: "No. I'd enjoy not dying."
Actual Response: ".... do I have to?"

"Well, yeah. You're out of the hospital so you can work."

More freaked out and sad than angry.... A house 100 yards from mine just burned down in a fiery blaze.

the weather.....need I say more?

Because I have to, once again, drive the boy to his dad's after learning...4 years later...that he's supposed to be dropping off and picking up. I thought I was responsible for one or the other so I've been doing it ever since the lame-ass couldn't get his truck re-registered and since then has been without wheels. He doesn't offer to help me pay for gas or wear and tear on my car. Normally I bring the male-offspring up on Friday nights but both kids and I went to see The Dark Knight so now I have to drive up there and then go straight to work at noon. And the real kicker is that he'll expect me to pick our son up by 3 p.m. Sunday. Any later than that and he gets pissy. Great dad huh?

Oh and I'm grumpy because I had to get up at 7 to run out for toilet paper cuz I forgot to stop at the store on the way back from the movies. It's not a great Saturday so far.

That's Bull... I'm sorry, Mom...